Friday, September 14, 2012
Good-Bad Morning! :)
Woke up on the right side of the bed. Haha. I don't know what to do. I became so dramatic these past days. Feeling so shallow and obnoxious in everything he do. I know I don't have any right to feel that way but my mind told me to be in that way. Ang daya niya, pinapakilig niya ko bigla. That's the sentence every day I've been saying. I don't want to be naive in this kind of situation. I already experienced this, but it was 6 years ago. 6 years of being numb in everything but not in him. And I don't want to be in that case again. So I decided to face my books and be serious in my studies instead of making ka-PBBteens-an. But in this present situation, I really don't know what to do. I'm just an ordinary girl, no good looks, no sexy body but I have a heart to love somebody without letting them know. See? Too dramatic. That was me since I met him. I think it was love at 5th sight. On the first look to him, you can't see the bright side on him. You will just see how petty thinker is he. But on 3rd time, I just realized I was wrong. And the 5th time is different way than the last times. My friends got so in love with him too. That I can't get a chance to say that to them because they knew I'm in love with somebody else. But they don't know every stories they're telling me having connection with him makes me fall out my chair, scream and tell 'I Love You'. Yes. That's Mr. TOA, that naive boy who don't know that behind my simple glance to him reveals a true feelings for him. DRAMA KO TALAGA. HAHAHA. SORRY. I just don't want to have my own notebook diary, simply because my parents and my big bro always find my hiding place and read every sentence of every day of what did happened. Trizia. Move on. Don't let that guy ruin your dreams. Be cool always. =)
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