Haist.

May mga tao talagang di mo alam kung bakit di ka pinapansin. Gosh dude, what's your problem? May narcissistic disorder ka ba at gusto mo ng attention? Grabe. Buong high school ko palagi kitang kasama then suddenly, in just a simple reason you didn't belong to some social tour magagalit ka na? Grow up! Napilit ako. And hindi kita natawagan kasi alam ko tulog ka na that night. Cool. After that day malalaman kong you have that animosity sa 'kin. Then tomorrow morning you are asking your bestfriend bakit di kita pinapansin?! Gosh, you ignite the problem, then you kill the fire by then. Wala akong kasalanan. And I have other reasons to hate you most. I mean, hate you with your attitude not with you. So yeah. Fix it or else, you will lose another precious thing that made your life happy and no regrets. Kbye! :)

foreverHARRYSTYLES :'') ♥

Okay last post for the day. :))

F-O-R-E-V-E-R! :'') (c) To the REAL owner. :))

Kailan kaya ulit kita makikita? :(

Magwa-one year na tong pic and moment na to oh. Kelan kaya mauulit? Grabe langs. :'') Ang crap face ko lang talaga dito. Sa sobrang excitement ko kasi di na ko nakatulog. Hahaha. Remember the times of sleepness nights. Hayyyy.. Soon we will meet again. Very soon. :)

(October 29, 2011. Saturday. 05:32p.m. St. Theresa's College Parking Lot)

Ka-PBBteens-an. :'')

Di ko mapigilan eh. Masyado kasi talaga. Former cover photo ko to. And hanggang ngayon kinikilig pa din ako sa pic na 'to. Sheet of paper. :'') Kung bakit naman kasi ipinanganak kang pogi Rez Luigi Evia Toledo :'')

“Write your name in my songs so I wouldn’t forget that night we were together. But now it’s over, do you want me closer?”

—	Somedaydream (Sing This Song)

Will you be always in my side when I go back? :(

Pang-habang buhay ang PAG-IBIG ko sa'yo. Oh sinta. :'')

"Kahit na ika'y pumangit, hindi kita ipagpapalit." Di ka naman kagwapuhan eh. Sadya lang talaga ang lakas ng appeal mo. Hahaha! XD Pero isa  lang talaga ang alam ko, ikaw lang talaga ang natatangi kong inspirasyon. :'') FIVIVITEEEEEENS?! XD

True Friend. True Color. :")

Nakakatuwa lang na may mga friends pa ko na handang tumulong para sa 'kin. Hayyy.. Maraming salamat Kimberly Sabandal Liad. Ayun. At kahit papaano ay maiintindihan at naiintidihan ko na din sa wakas ang identities na yan. Haist. So lucky to have her talaga. Hahaha. Di naman sa napaka- user friendly ko. pero di naman talaga ako ganun. Ewan ko ba kung ano nangyayari sa 'kin. x( Thank God I found them. :'')

Proving Identities.

Bakit ba kailangan mo kaming pahirapan? T^T Ang saya kaya namin nung wala ka. Parang kang bagyo na sumalanta sa buhay namin. Grabeeeyy.. Di ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. Haist. Sooner or later matututunan din kita! Tiwala langs! :)) At kapag nangyari yun, humanda ka. Mawawala ka na lang sa mundo ko ng parang bula. Wuhahahaha! *evil laugh* >:)))

Live While We're Young. ♥

{Liam}
Hey girl I'm waiting on ya, waiting on ya 
Come on and let me sneak you out
And have a celebration, a celebration
The music up the windows down

{Zayn} 
Yeah, we'll be doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
And we know it too
Yeah, we'll keep doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
So tonight

{All}
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some and live while we're young 
And live while we're young
Tonight let's get some 
And live while we're young

{Zayn}
Hey girl, it's now or never, it's now or never 
Don't over think just let it go
And if we get together, yeah, get together
Don't let the pictures leave your phone
Oooh

{Niall}
Yeah, we'll be doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
So tonight

{All}
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some and live while we're young 
Come on and live while we're young
Tonight let's get some 
And live while we're young

{Zayn}
And girl, you and I, we're bout to make some memories tonight

{Louis}
I wanna live while we're young
We wanna live while we're youn-

{All}
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some and live while we're young 

Crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some and live while we're young 

(Wanna live, wanna live, wanna live...)

{Harry}
Young! We wanna live while we're young

{All} 
Tonight let's get some 

{Zayn}
And live while we're young



(Hi baby! Would you want to hear this one? It's a good one! Try to listen to it.) :'') #HarryStyles ♥

Awkward. :|

I don't know but, I'm becoming maarte this days. I just can't avoid it. I speak in English frequently, and I can't control it. Maybe my friends are annoyed at me. Argh. I can't really avoid it. Maybe I should start all over again, negative thoughts just invade my mind telling me that maybe I will be losing friends if I continue this. Nahawa kasi ako sa school mate ko eh. Hahahaha. Ayy ewan. Gagamit na talaga ako ng sarili naming wika. Pangako! Hahahaha.

Live while we're young! :) #foreverplay

"Paa, tuhod, balikat, ulo. Lahat ng yan minahal ko sayo. Kahit ikaw ay mukhang tyonggo. Nag-iisa ka lang sa puso ko."

- Vice Ganda

“Leron leron sinta. Bukong-buko ka na. Salawahan mong puso, umibig sa dalawa. Kawawa naman ako, pinagmukang tanga. Bakit mo nagawang, humanap ng iba.”

—	Vice Ganda

Hi! :) Meet my boyfriend. Harry Edward Styles. =)) LOL. Just kidding.

Hayahay. x)

2 days of paduguan ng utak. And it's finally done. Hayahay life na naman. Hahaha. All I can say is that my exams are all sabaw. x) It is easy but for me it's very hard. Especially, Math and Physics. I will forever regret that subjects. I don't know. They just don't like me, and I don't like them too. Tomorrow. Hmmm.. Maybe the final tasting of our appetizer and main dishes for T.L.E. and I don't know what to cook. I will let my mom to do my job. Promise just for tomorrow. x) I'll be the one to make the desserts and the beverage, that's so easy to make. So yeah. Long time no post in here. Maybe I'll be posting more later or maybe tomorrow. Hayem tayyyyrd...

Awww yeah! \m/ This just made my morning. :) The cover is really awesome. But the original is still the best. This one genius. Nice one. Lovin' the artist. #indielover

Call me B-E-A-U-TIFUL :'')

She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful 

I know. This is all because you're in my side always. :) Lalo na tuwing friday. Hahahaha. Goodmorning baby!

Sing This Song lyrics

Somedaydream

You remind me of the time
That I didn't get to sleep for hours and hours
Coz you were on my mind
And when you're on my mind I tend to
Kiss you every chance I get
Write your name in my songs so I wouldn't forget
That night we were together
But now it's over do you want me closer

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
For all I know when I get back
You won't be there to miss me
Won't you kiss me
And all I can do is pretend that I'm still with you

So close your eyes
Girl, I'll take you flying
You know I'm dying to see you now
And I feel like the world is ending when you leave me
And all I can do is
Sing this song to you
Coz baby I'm just so in love with you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/somedaydream/sing_this_song.html ]
Lovesick 
You know I'm trying not to get my mind sick
Of you coz girl I really wanna do it to you
So don't you tell me now to quit this
Coz baby I'll miss this coz
I kiss you every chance I get
Write your name in my songs so I wouldn't forget
That night we were together
I held your hips, you kissed my lips
I can't take this
For all I know when I get back
You won't be there to miss me
Won't you kiss me
And all I can do is pretend that I'm still with you

So close your eyes
Girl, I'll take you flying
You know I'm dying to see you now
And I feel like the world is ending when you leave me
And all I can do is
Sing this song to you
Coz baby I'm just so in love with you

Close your eyes
Girl, I'll take you flying
You know I'm dying to see you now
And I feel like the world is ending when you leave me
And all I can do is
Sing this song to you
Coz baby I'm just so in love with you

Sing this song to you
Coz baby I'm just so in love with you

(I'm dying to see you now. But I just wanna say goodnight. See you soon.)

Korek-korekok. =)) (c) Twitter

Ang O.A. lang talaga nung notif. at friend request ko sa isang kong account sa Facebook. Hahaha. Accept or not? =)

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul. 

William Ernest Henley

Good-Bad Morning! :)

Woke up on the right side of the bed. Haha. I don't know what to do. I became so dramatic these past days. Feeling so shallow and obnoxious in everything he do. I know I don't have any right to feel that way but my mind told me to be in that way. Ang daya niya, pinapakilig niya ko bigla. That's the sentence every day I've been saying. I don't want to be naive in this kind of situation. I already experienced this, but it was 6 years ago. 6 years of being numb in everything but not in him. And I don't want to be in that case again. So I decided to face my books and be serious in my studies instead of making ka-PBBteens-an. But in this present situation, I really don't know what to do. I'm just an ordinary girl, no good looks, no sexy body but I have a heart to love somebody without letting them know. See? Too dramatic. That was me since I met him. I think it was love at 5th sight. On the first look to him, you can't see the bright side on him. You will just see how petty thinker is he. But on 3rd time, I just realized I was wrong. And the 5th time is different way than the last times. My friends got so in love with him too. That I can't get a chance to say that to them because they knew I'm in love with somebody else. But they don't know every stories they're telling me having connection with him makes me fall out my chair, scream and tell 'I Love You'. Yes. That's Mr. TOA, that naive boy who don't know that behind my simple glance to him reveals a true feelings for him. DRAMA KO TALAGA. HAHAHA. SORRY. I just don't want to have my own notebook diary, simply because my parents and my big bro always find my hiding place and read every sentence of every day of what did happened. Trizia. Move on. Don't let that guy ruin your dreams. Be cool always. =)

The message had inspired me a lot. =) Do my wants often. And realize I should have done it before. Read. And be inspired too.

The Other Side Of Me.

I wanna get drunk when I wake up. Para makalimot kahit sandali. Makatakas sa malungkot na realidad ng buhay. Makita ang isang parte ng buhay na hindi maipaliwanag. Pumunta sa isang lugar na walang ibang tao kundi ikaw. Pwede ding magsama ng kaibigan para masaya. Magpakasaya sa himig ng mga musika na bumabalot sa lugar. May mga hiwagang nababalot. At walang ibang nakakaalam kundi ikaw lamang. Ito ang lugar ng panaginip. Ikaw ang palaging bida, pero minsan naman ay hindi. Pwedeng limutin ang mga problema pero pagdilat ng mata mo, makikita at mararamdaman mo pa rin ang bigat ng buhay na walang ibang makakapag-pagaan kundi ang Diyos natin. Ang Diyos na nagmahal sa 'tin at ang Diyos na kumilala sa 'kin. Kaya nga ba ayoko sabihing ako ay 'Forever Alone' eh. Kasi alam kong andito siya at handang tanggapin ang mga kahibangan kong hindi maintindihan ng iba. Sana nakikita at nakakausap ko siya ng personal para hindi naman ako maging parang hibang na kumakausap sa sarili. Pero sabi nga ng aking mga magulang, naririnig niya ang bawat pintig at hiling ng pusong tapat at alam niya ang salitang 'pagmamahal' dahil kahit nasaan o kahit anong ginagawa ko ay nararamdaman ko iyon. =)

Isturya. x)

Today is September 14, 2012. So ano ngayon? Hahaha! Basta ang alam ko medyo hindi naging maganda ang araw ko. Simulan ba naman kasi ang araw mo ng isang pagalit na wala namang katuturan. Haist. Nakaka-badtrip din sa school, wala man lang akong nakitang maganda sa paningin or whatsoever. Tapooooos.. Yung feeling na tinabihan niya yung one tru love niya, nakakaselos kaya. Hahaha! Grabeng isturya to. Wala ding katuturan. Pero sabi nga nila, natural lang ang magselos kahit walang karapatan, basta meron kang nararamdaman. Oh dabuh. PBB teens lang ang peg ko. x) Nakakainis lang talaga kasi. Buti na lang talaga nawala pagka-bitter ko nung nakita ko si "TOA". Hahaha. Nakooow.. Issue yan pag binigay ko yung pangalan, kaya yan na lang muna ang nickname ko sa kanya. XD Hayy.. Grabe. Ewan ko ba. May galit ata siya sa 'kin na ewan. Yung iba naman pinapansin niya. Eh ako. Parang hangin lang na dumadaan sa harap niya. Hanggang langhap lang sa pabango ko ang peg. XD At ako, hanggang tingin na lang talaga sa kanya. Buti na lang talaga. Andito yung stuff toy kong si 'Vince' kahit papaano hindi na ako nalulungkot ng bongga. May nakakausap na ko eh. Hahaha. At eto po ang nangyari sa araw ko. Puro ka-PBBteens-an at puro pagalit at pananabon. Dati bareta ako ngayon latak na lang. Hahaha. Bow. x)

Sabaw. =)

Siguro eto na yung pinaka-masamang araw na nadaanan ko sa buong pag-aaral ko. Ayy grabe. In just one day, tatlong pagalit na agad. Haha. Ayy ewan. x) Parang lahat na lang ng masamang bagay nasa batch namin. Naaahh.. Just think postive. Magiging professional din kami in that matter. Magkakaron na ng unity sa company at higit sa lahat HINDI NA KAMI MASISISI NA NANGUHA NG GAMIT NG IBA. =)) Ayy grabe. This day is sabaw. Low quizzes, low energy, lahat na low. Luuuuhhhh... =))

Dear Future Boyfriend

I want to go in Paris. Can you be with me there? I want to take a thousand pictures with the famous Eiffel Tower and everywhere else with you. Isn't that fun? Having our own time spent together. And as what destiny will take us, I will still wait for you and do awesome and funny things with you. Hi baby. We'll do that very soon, very soon. I love you.

10th post!

Yeyyyy! Ang babaw ko. I'm on my 10th post on my blog. Parang kailan lang. Naka-sampu na ko. Hahahaha! Too shallow. =) Susunod makaka-1000 post na ko. Tiwala lang. :))) Ipinagpapalit ko na ang tumblr dito. I am enjoying to this site. Panlibang ko na lang yun. x) Hayyy.. Magsasawa din kaya ako? Kasi before, on the first week I am really enjoying but when the days past by I realized that it was one of the boring website. Pero sana hindi naman. This is my online diary. Posting on what happened or what will happen in the near future. Nakaka-excite na ewan. Supposedly, I am reviewing right now. Pero anong ginagawa ko? Hahaha. No choice. Wala akong makausap dito sa bahay eh. So I write here in my blog. :) So yeah. It's always a goood time.

Day 3.

Day 3. This is the third day of 'walang pansinan hangga't walang namamansin' days. Hayyy... Grabeee.. Mahirap pala talaga yun. T^T Parang sa isang iglap nawala yung mga happy memories with him and her. Ayoko mag-mention. Issue yan eh. XD I used to be sensitive, pero hindi naman sa lahat ng bagay. Eh siya, kilos pa lang bwisit ka na talaga eh. Yung feeling na ang O.A na ng pagka-sensitive niya. Si him naman. Simula ng na-inlove. Wala na. Naiwan na ko sa isang tabi. May kapalit na ako agad-agad. Parang PBBteens lang. Hahaha. Grabe. Parang lahat na sila wala na. Kaya nga ba ayokong kumaibigan ng hindi ako sigurado eh. Bahala na. Ayy kanina pala, nasanggi ko siya. Pero dedma siya, so dedma na din ako. XD Dedmahan lang pala ang peg eh. x) Grabe lang talaga. Puro grabe. Grabe kasi talaga. Sana talaga maayos na to. Ayoko kaya yung umaalis sa isang institution or peer group na may kagalit. Mahirap na. Baka sa susunod wala na talaga akong pagkatiwalaan.

Hi Ms. Ma. Theresa Veral! Hahaha! Welcome to my blog! XD

Future Husband. :'') (Ambisyosa)

Uhmmmm... Hi. Meet my boyfriend Rez Luigi Evia Toledo. Hahaha. Kidding aside. He's just an inspiration of mine. Wala langs. Na-trip-an ko lang i-post. You know. Sort of inspiration nga. I just wanna share this story of mine siyempre regarding him. :'') May 31, 2011. I remembered the first time I saw him on Myx. At first medyo napapangitan ako sa kanya, but soon, while his appearances in different shows, his different pictures began to spread in Facebook and Twitter, that's the time I also began to admire him. Sort of ka-PBBteens ang peg. Pero so true. I met him last October 29, 2011 in St. Theresa's College and it's just amazing that in thousands of his fans waiting for him there, I still had the chance to took photo with him. Kiliiiig moment ever. :'') Ayoko i-post yung pic namin, ang wasted ng itsura ko dun. x) Oh well, I'm still waiting for the chance to grace him again. This time, gusto ko yung surprise. Yung tipong makakasalubong ko siya sa mall. And yung feeling na gulat na gulat ka. Tapooooos... Yun na yun eh. I wanna continue but I'm running out of words. Sooo, next time na lang. Hahaha. Vain ever. x)

Baby. ♥

Oh hi. :) Meet my baby, Vince. Haha. He came from my sister (not related), Louie. He named it and I don't want to change it. Maybe because I'm used to it. I'm really sorry for being vain again. x))

I came up to my cousin's bookshelves to find some books to read and saw this book of him. My cousin told me it was a good one to read. Then suddenly, I remembered that I saw a blog entitled this and discussed about the truth about growing up. And yes, it is really a good book to read. I enjoyed reading it. It's content made me think of how a wimpy kid starts to cope up with little changes as he grows up and become a real man. Cool. I wanna read some more of it. And Mr. Jeff Kinney (Author of the book) is really a good writer. 

Yung feeling na....

10 am na pala pero di pa ko nakakapag-prepare para sa school. Hahaha. Nakakatamad ngayong araw. Grabe. Inatake na naman ako ng sakit ko. Tamaritis. Hahahaha! Sabi ni mama eh, Haist. Gotta go. Baka mapagalitan pa ko ng wala sa oras. Pero teka... May assignments pa pala. O____O Halaaaaaa... Osige na. Babayu! :) See you later bloggy. x)

Paris. ♥

I really want to go to this place since I was in childhood. My parents once told me that it is the most wonderful place in the world. My Dad had already went there and told me it was majestic. Especially the Eiffel tower. When I finish my studies the first place I will visit is Paris. Swear. It's my childhood dream, and forever dream. I will be there with my special someone and be in love with the place. Wonderful thoughts are  invading my mind. I'm obviously in love. In love with the place called Paris, France. :)

Changed

I am currently listening to Gotye's Somebody That I Used To Know and it reminds me of someone who has a big impact in my life. She has changed a lot since we got in this stage, I mean we got to get in 'Star Section'. I don't know why, but she's been very sensitive about things, regardless in anything. She just listen to her side believing that all she do is perfect. Perfectionist is the best word to describe her. Some of our classmates and batchmates really have the 'inis factor' on her. Because aside from being sensitive, she's very assuming. One of our classmate told me,"Grabe yan, di lang siya nakasama sa FEU ganyan na siya. Doon nagsimula yang ugali na yan eh.". Hmmm... I don't know what to do. From the last time we have talked, I told that matter to her and she just ignored it. Bahala siya. Siya naman gumagawa ng sarili niyang diskarte. Actually, I am so proud to say that it's not my loss to lose a friend who is worth keeping for. Oh I'm really sorry for being vain. Ktnx. Bye!

First time. ♥

First time to make my first blog post. I don't know what kind of words I will use. But I believe I can finish this. Haha. Ayy ewan. Naiinggit kasi ako sa iba na may blog. So I decided to do my own. Ayan. Feeling ko tuloy belong na ko. I am a newbie, nothing to do, and she doesn't know what to do. Perstaym nga kuno. I wanna have more post to come. x)