Cry a river. T^T

For the nth time. I cried again. PISTINYAWA! Arrrrgh. That day will be very memorable to me, that day when I will take an effin' exam. I should be there. That day. I just don't know. My cousin asked if I want to go but I refused to. Because of that exam. Leche flan naman oh. Wala nang nagyaring maganda sa 'kin. Puro pain at sadness na lang. T^T Leche flan talaga. Sorry blogspot kung ikaw ang napagbabalingan ko ng sama ng loob ko ah. Wala kasi talaga akong makausap eh. Yung nakakausap ko kasi dati ayun nagbago. Ewan. Wala na tuloy akong iiyakan at pag-aartehan. Isa lang talaga ang masasabi ko sa araw na ito: SAYANG!!!! T^T

Sakit ng puso ko ngayon. Eto comfort song ko oh. :'')

Without You
by: AJ Rafael


Bucket full of tears
Babe you know I'm here
I'm here waiting

Close your precious eyes
And just realize
I'm still fighting

For you to be with me
And sit under this tree
And we can watch the sunrise (we can watch the sunrise)

Wake up, feel the air that I'm breathin'
I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin'
I won't go another day without you
Hold on, I promise it gets brighter
When it rains I'll hold you even tighter
I won't go another day without you (without you)

I know it feels like no one's around
But baby you're wrong

Just get rid of the fear
Promise that I'm here
I'll never be gone

So baby come with me
We can fly away and we can watch the stars shine

And baby you can be my love

And this is me tonight
There's no more games and no more lies
And I know its right
'Cause of the way you look into my eyes
And when I hold you tight
The worries disappear 
I'm glad your in my life

Wake up, feel the air that I'm breathin'
I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin'
I won't go another day without you (without you)
Hold on, I promise it gets brighter
When it rains I'll hold you even tighter
I won't go another day without you (without you)

And I wont go another day without you (without you) 

Ina naman oh. T^T

Sht. My tears are precious. Pero bakit ko sinayang sa'yo?! Craaaaaap! Paka-tanga. Ina naman talaga oh. Bakit kasi ikaw pa? Ang O.A. ko tuloy tignan. Leshe ka. Ewan ko. Wala talaga akong karapatan. I'm not the type of girl na magpapakatanga. Pero dati yun. Anyare? Sht talaga. Sht ka! Wala ka nang magandang naidulot sa 'kin. Sa makakabasa nito, sorry ah. Wala kasi akong mapagsabihan eh. T^T

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I went to MOA last Saturday and saw the stunning fireworks there. You don't really know how eager I am to be with you there. Watching the fireworks light up in the dark clear sky. It was really sweet. Yes sweetie. We will do that soon. Very soon. For now, you must do your works and I will also do mine. See you soon baby. I love you. to infinity and beyond!

Two words. 1 finger. And that's always up on you! =))

Nyenye.

Wala na kong maisip na title eh. Ayan na lang. Hayayyyy... Nakakapagod na. Pagod na pagod na ko. Hindi ko muna siya titignan. Swear. Since naman ayaw niya din naman ako makitang tumitingin sa kanya. Pisti kasi tong mata na to. Sa kanya palagi tumitingin. Di bale, sasabihin ko kela mama na magpagawa na ako ng salamin para apat na mata ko at mawala na yung biset na... Ayy ewan. Bakit nga ba ako nagkagusto sa bilasa na yun? =))) LOL. Ang OA ko lang talaga. Hindi na talaga ako titingin. Bahala siya. At least nga may naga-admire sa kanya eh. Sarap mo pektusan!!! Hahahaha! Dejk lang. Baka magalit sa 'kin yung mga ibang may gusto sa'yo eh. =)) Haist. Baliw na naman ako. Itutuon ko na lang ang pansin ko sa mga taong TUNAY na nagmamahal sa 'kin. xx

No regrets. Just... envy. :))

Ewan ko ba. Sira ulo na naman ako. Gusto ko sumama nung field trip kaya lang talaga may dahilan kung bakit ayoko din eh. :\ Kaya sa monday good luck sa 'kin. ^_^ Hahaha.. Nag-enjoy naman sila. Masaya na din siguro ako na nakita kong masaya yung mga taong yun. Hahahaha. Baliw-baliwan mode onnnnn! >:))))

                                                          "Perfect"
                               By: Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect